If you just walked away, what could I really say? Would it matter anyway? Would it change how you feel?
As a consequence of drinking too much coffee, my gastritis acted up. I was not able to go to school and spent hours lying on my bed willing the pain to go away. This sucks big time.
I had the inclination to buy some milk because that is what usually makes me feel better during my bouts of sickness. But, my cravings pushed me to go to a coffee shop and get myself a white hot chocolate. :"> So, mustering all the strength I have left I made the ten-minute ride to the cafe and appeased my tired self with my favorite drink.
But, the serene ambiance of the almost empty place reduced me to a teary mess in a matter of minutes. The feelings that I have been trying to suppress all this time came tumbling out of me in a series of sniffs and sobs. I felt so pathetic crying discreetly in an empty second floor of a coffee shop.
A friend tried to console me through text messaging and she told me that I should just tell him that I miss him. Initially, I was averse to the idea as that would actually defy his intention of staying away for the moment. But, feelings overcame common sense so I texted him and I told him that I missed him.
Hi. :) I know you wanted your space but I just wanted to tell you I miss you. Haha. I hope you're doing fine. I love you. :)
You know what he said?
Nothing.
What am I supposed to think then? Is he ever coming back?
No matter, I will be waiting.
And when you're needing your space to do some navigating, I'll be here patiently waiting to see what you find.
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