Fourteen Days Without Him: Day 3

All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns.

NO HANGOVER. The gods still smile upon me. :>

Despite feeling crappy last night, I woke up feeling as if no drop of alcohol ever touched my bloodstream. Thank god for small favors. Haha.

I tried to study for the exams tomorrow but I was not in the mood to do anything save for watching Once Upon A Time.

I'll always find you.

Oh, my ovaries. Hahaha.

I'm babbling, obviously. I don't want to sleep just yet. Everytime I close my eyes his image resurfaces in my mind. That would start a snowball effect, I would not be able to sleep crying my eyes out. I would feel like hell answering my exams tomorrow. I would beat myself up for getting such a low score and so on and so forth.

So, instead I'm staring unseeingly at my notes and my printed slides. Yes, that would help me get a better score.

I've already downed two cups of coffee in the last three hours fighting the urge to fall asleep. I really have to get to my notes now. But, I still want to watch Once Upon A Time again. Delaying tactics, yay. Haha.

But, seriously. Just do anything. Anything but think of him. Anything but that.

I wish I could feel the way I felt two days ago. Mechanical. Unthinking. Blissfully unaware.

Alas, that phase is over. Time to face the music.